Everyone always says "new year, new me" but when you really think about it no one really changes. Everyone always does these new years resolutions and say they're going to do this or that and they're going to be nicer or find themselves. We all say we are going to do these things but we never do them and it's only because we expect it to just happen without any effort. We are too lazy for our own good and that's a bit terrifying. If you want to be more confident or be a better person or start doing good in school the only way to do it is to change your state of mind. You might find that idea funny but if you truly sit down and think about it we are the way we are because of a mind set. People asks how someone can exercise and have kids and keep a job. Yeah it gets stressful I'm sure but it's because they have a mind set. They believe they can do it so then they are actually able to. When we think and we let our thoughts into the world it's always going to come back. Therefore if we let negative energy out it will come back in more places then one and soon enough it will consume our life. But if we give out positive energy we get nothing but positive back in our life. It's a method beyond it's time and it's been around for years. Many people are too lazy or too negative to believe it or endure it into their lives. If you want change then change your state of mind.
It's as simple as that and that is why I've decided to change my state of mind. I've been so depressed for so long and I've been basically drowning it. I'm never not going o be depressed. That is something I just can't control but I can take control of some aspects in my life changing my state of mind and change the negative into positive. I'm not going to make a check list. No. I'm not going to make a resolution and set a date it needs to be done. Yes many people are lazy and don't want to work to change their state of mind but when they do it doesn't just take one week or one month. It takes a long time and a lot of effort. Therefore for me to change my state of mind and get out of the ocean I've been drowning myself in I must start somewhere. Today that somewhere is my room. It is the place I spend almost all my time and the place I feel safe. In order for me to get rid of the negative energy in my room I must clean it. I have been saying for months that I would clean my room but I never wanted to. I was starting to get comfortable in my ocean and I didn't want to leave it but sometimes we need to grow up and jump. Today is a big day for me even though many would find it ridiculous that cleaning my room is such a big deal. It shows I'm making an effort and sometimes a clean room is all we need for a fresh mind set. So wish me luck because I must leave you to start. REMEMBER IN ORDER TO CHANGE YOU MUST CHANGE YOUR MIND SET!